{"id":6451,"date":"2011-05-26T13:15:34","date_gmt":"2011-05-26T17:15:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/web.colby.edu\/specialcollections\/?p=6451"},"modified":"2017-06-21T09:27:16","modified_gmt":"2017-06-21T13:27:16","slug":"shame-tcluster","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/shame-tcluster\/","title":{"rendered":"Shame"},"content":{"rendered":"<table style=\"width: 100%;\" border=\"0\">\n<tbody>\n<tr>\n<td><strong>Listen to Wes McNair Reading the Poem<\/strong>\t<audio id=\"wp_mep_1\"      controls=\"controls\" preload=\"none\"  >\r\n\t\t\r\n\t\t<source src=\"http:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/files\/2010\/03\/Shame-edited-mp3.mp3\" type=\"audio\/mp3\" \/>\r\n\t\t\r\n\t\t\r\n\t\t\r\n\t\t\r\n\t\t\r\n\t<\/audio>\r\n<script type=\"text\/javascript\">\r\njQuery(document).ready(function($) {\r\n\t$('#wp_mep_1').mediaelementplayer({\r\n\t\tm:1\r\n\t\t\r\n\t\t,features: ['playpause','current','progress','duration','volume','tracks','fullscreen']\r\n\t\t,audioWidth:400,audioHeight:30\r\n\t});\r\n});\r\n<\/script>\r\n<\/td>\n<td><strong><br \/>\n<\/strong><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong><em>Shame<\/em><\/strong><\/td>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\"><strong>Initial Exploration<\/strong><\/span><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td valign=\"top\">\n<table border=\"0\" align=\"center\">\n<tbody>\n<tr>\n<td style=\"text-align: left;\">\u201cYou are beyond shame,\u201d<br \/>\nmy mother said after<br \/>\nmy father left us. \u201cWhat else<br \/>\nare you hiding?\u201d I never told her<br \/>\nabout the photograph<br \/>\nof naked women and men<br \/>\nin a cart beside a fence<br \/>\nfrom his book about the war,<br \/>\nsome with hair at their crotches,<br \/>\nsome with asses like mine,like everyone\u2019s except,<br \/>\nbeing dead, they had nothing<br \/>\nto hide, and the shame<br \/>\nwas all mine for finding them<br \/>\nI went on turning its pages,<\/p>\n<p>time after time, past<br \/>\nthe portraits of generals<br \/>\nwearing ties like my father,<br \/>\npast flashes of gunfire<br \/>\nand rolling hills of smoke<\/p>\n<p>and flame, to these<br \/>\nforgotten ones, lying<br \/>\ntogether in their secret, more<br \/>\nfrightening than my mother<br \/>\nchasing me from couch<\/p>\n<p>to chair with her switch<br \/>\nto make war against<br \/>\nher broken heart. For in this<br \/>\nplace there was no running<br \/>\nor screaming. Here<\/p>\n<p>nobody knew their terrible<br \/>\nstillness but me, the one<br \/>\nbeyond shame, who left them<br \/>\nall naked, and returned<br \/>\nto find them, and never told<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n<\/td>\n<td valign=\"top\">\n<table border=\"0\" align=\"center\">\n<tbody>\n<tr>\n<td style=\"border: 1px solid #000000;\" align=\"center\"><strong>Notebook Page 1<\/strong><br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/files\/2011\/05\/shame-nbp1.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-thumbnail wp-image-12523\" src=\"http:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/files\/2011\/05\/shame-nbp1-150x150.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" srcset=\"https:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/files\/2011\/05\/shame-nbp1-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/files\/2011\/05\/shame-nbp1-36x36.jpg 36w, https:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/files\/2011\/05\/shame-nbp1-115x115.jpg 115w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 150px) 100vw, 150px\" \/><\/a><\/td>\n<td style=\"border: 1px solid #000000;\" align=\"center\"><strong>Transcript 1<br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/files\/2011\/05\/shame-ovr1.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-thumbnail wp-image-12526\" src=\"http:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/files\/2011\/05\/shame-ovr1-150x150.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" srcset=\"https:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/files\/2011\/05\/shame-ovr1-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/files\/2011\/05\/shame-ovr1-36x36.jpg 36w, https:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/files\/2011\/05\/shame-ovr1-115x115.jpg 115w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 150px) 100vw, 150px\" \/><\/a><br \/>\n<\/strong><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td align=\"center\">&nbsp;<\/td>\n<td align=\"center\">&nbsp;<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\" colspan=\"2\"><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\"><strong>Transitions and Structure<\/strong><\/span><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td style=\"border: 1px solid #000000;\" align=\"center\"><strong>Notebook Page 2<br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/files\/2011\/05\/shame-nbp2.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-thumbnail wp-image-12524\" src=\"http:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/files\/2011\/05\/shame-nbp2-150x150.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" srcset=\"https:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/files\/2011\/05\/shame-nbp2-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/files\/2011\/05\/shame-nbp2-36x36.jpg 36w, https:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/files\/2011\/05\/shame-nbp2-115x115.jpg 115w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 150px) 100vw, 150px\" \/><\/a><br \/>\n<\/strong><\/td>\n<td style=\"border: 1px solid #000000;\" align=\"center\"><strong>Transcript 2<br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/files\/2011\/05\/shame-ovr2.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-thumbnail wp-image-12527\" src=\"http:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/files\/2011\/05\/shame-ovr2-150x150.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" srcset=\"https:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/files\/2011\/05\/shame-ovr2-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/files\/2011\/05\/shame-ovr2-36x36.jpg 36w, https:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/files\/2011\/05\/shame-ovr2-115x115.jpg 115w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 150px) 100vw, 150px\" \/><\/a><br \/>\n<\/strong><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td align=\"center\">&nbsp;<\/td>\n<td align=\"center\">&nbsp;<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\" colspan=\"2\"><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\"><strong>Endings and Line Breaks<\/strong><\/span><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td style=\"text-align: center; border: 1px solid #000000;\"><strong>Notebook Page 3<br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/files\/2011\/05\/shame-nbp3.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-thumbnail wp-image-12525\" src=\"http:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/files\/2011\/05\/shame-nbp3-150x150.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" srcset=\"https:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/files\/2011\/05\/shame-nbp3-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/files\/2011\/05\/shame-nbp3-36x36.jpg 36w, https:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/files\/2011\/05\/shame-nbp3-115x115.jpg 115w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 150px) 100vw, 150px\" \/><\/a><br \/>\n<\/strong><\/td>\n<td style=\"text-align: center; border: 1px solid #000000;\"><strong>Transcript 3<br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/files\/2011\/05\/shame-ovr3.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-thumbnail wp-image-12528\" src=\"http:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/files\/2011\/05\/shame-ovr3-150x150.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" srcset=\"https:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/files\/2011\/05\/shame-ovr3-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/files\/2011\/05\/shame-ovr3-36x36.jpg 36w, https:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/files\/2011\/05\/shame-ovr3-115x115.jpg 115w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 150px) 100vw, 150px\" \/><\/a><br \/>\n<\/strong><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\" colspan=\"3\">&nbsp;<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n<hr>\n<!--themify_builder_content-->\n<div id=\"themify_builder_content-6451\" data-postid=\"6451\" class=\"themify_builder_content themify_builder_content-6451 themify_builder tf_clear\">\n    <\/div>\n<!--\/themify_builder_content-->\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Image and audio objects for teaching the poem &#8220;Shame&#8221; 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