{"id":1634,"date":"2012-03-05T16:16:21","date_gmt":"2012-03-05T20:16:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/?p=1634"},"modified":"2013-10-25T15:19:10","modified_gmt":"2013-10-25T19:19:10","slug":"hall-to-mcnair-july-8-1980","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/hall-to-mcnair-july-8-1980\/","title":{"rendered":"Hall to McNair: July 8, 1980"},"content":{"rendered":"<table>\n<tbody>\n<tr>\n<td style=\"vertical-align: top; background: white; float: left;\"><a class=\"shutterset\" title=\"Letter from Hall to McNair, July 8, 1980, Page 1. Colby College Special Collections.\" href=\"http:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/files\/2012\/01\/Hall-McNair-19800708-001-colby.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-thumbnail wp-image-2078 alignleft\" style=\"border: 1px solid gray; background: white;\" alt=\"Hall-to-McNair-07-08-1980\" src=\"http:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/files\/2012\/01\/Hall-McNair-19800708-001-colby.jpg\" width=\"250\" height=\"250\" \/><\/a><a class=\"shutterset\" title=\"Letter from Hall to McNair, July 8, 1980, Page 2. Colby College Special Collections.\" href=\"http:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/files\/2012\/01\/Hall-McNair-19800708-002-colby.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-thumbnail wp-image-2078 alignleft\" style=\"border: 0px none; background: white; display: none;\" alt=\"Hall-to-McNair-07-08-1980\" src=\"http:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/files\/2012\/01\/Hall-McNair-19800708-002-colby.jpg\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #808080;\">[Click image to view]<\/span><\/p>\n<\/td>\n<td style=\"background: white; padding-left: 30px;\">8 July 1980<\/p>\n<p>Wes McNair<br \/>\nBox 43<br \/>\nN. Sutton, NH 03260<\/p>\n<p>Dear Wes,<\/p>\n<p>These feeling [sic] simply do not end! Believe me I am<br \/>\nsympathetic with <span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\">your<\/span> feelings, but let me tell you that<br \/>\nwhen you have published a book \u2013 which you will \u2013 <span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\">nothing<br \/>\nwill happen<\/span>; or at least it will seem that nothing has<br \/>\nhappened. And this would be true whether it were published<br \/>\nby New Rivers or Atheneum. Even if something happens, then<br \/>\nyou realize that the \u201csomething\u201d is truly nothing. And<br \/>\nafter you have published eight books of poems, you are still<br \/>\nconvinced that no one has read you, and that probably you<br \/>\nare no good anyway. Or at least you are convinced of that<br \/>\nfrequently. I have been going through quite a bad patch,<br \/>\nin my feelings about my own ability, my past work, and cer-<br \/>\ntainly my present work.<\/p>\n<p>There is only one place, or one moment, in which one<br \/>\nfinds happiness, and it is always momentary \u2013 because that<br \/>\nis the moment of actual writing, and of course that is not<br \/>\nalways true.<\/p>\n<p>So I do two things: I assure you that you will publish;<br \/>\nand I tell you that it will not make any difference! But I<br \/>\ndo have a third thing to say: it makes a difference to me!<\/p>\n<p>In connection with your own book, I am pursing two<br \/>\ndistant notions, neither of which is worth talking about<br \/>\nat the moment.<\/p>\n<p>I wish I could tell you the names of people at Viking,<br \/>\nDoubleday, and Knopf to write to. I don\u2019t think it is<br \/>\nuseful to send them a manuscript. You might write a letter,<br \/>\ntell them where you have printed, about the NEA \u2013 and ask<br \/>\nthem if they would care to see a manuscript. Most publishers<br \/>\ndo not read manuscripts that come over the transom any more.<br \/>\nHarper &amp; Row used to, when Fran was there \u2013 and now it has<br \/>\nstopped.<\/p>\n<p>I think that the University of Georgia with Zimmer is<br \/>\na good idea, and why not Illinois, Princeton, and Carnegie-<br \/>\nMellon?<\/p>\n<p>At the University of Illinois Press, please address<br \/>\nthe book to Lawrence Lieberman<del datetime=\"2012-03-05T20:19:14+00:00\">n<\/del>, and tell him that I asked<br \/>\nyou to send it to him. [<em>Written in margin<\/em>: check spelling!]<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019ll be happy to talk with you about which poems to<br \/>\nsend Houghton Mifflin, when the time comes.<\/p>\n<p>2\/<\/p>\n<p>If you are happy with the writing that you are doing<br \/>\nnow \u2013 as you mentioned \u2013 you are as happy as a poet can<br \/>\nget!<\/p>\n<p>Fine to see small batches of poems. You won\u2019t hear<br \/>\nmuch from Joey for the nonce, because summer is a bad time<br \/>\nfor submitting things, and a slow time for hearing about<br \/>\nthings.<\/p>\n<p>Best as ever, and just keep to the bench, as the<br \/>\nscientists say,<\/p>\n<p>Don<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n<hr \/>\n<!--themify_builder_content-->\n<div id=\"themify_builder_content-1634\" data-postid=\"1634\" class=\"themify_builder_content themify_builder_content-1634 themify_builder tf_clear\">\n    <\/div>\n<!--\/themify_builder_content-->\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>[Click image to view] 8 July 1980 Wes McNair Box 43 N. Sutton, NH 03260 Dear Wes, These feeling [sic] simply do not end! Believe me I am sympathetic with your feelings, but let me tell you that when you have published a book \u2013 which you will \u2013 nothing will happen; or at least [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2341,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[35324,596,42965,35504,42973],"tags":[],"builder_content":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1634"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2341"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1634"}],"version-history":[{"count":11,"href":"https:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1634\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9571,"href":"https:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1634\/revisions\/9571"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1634"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1634"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1634"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}