{"id":7265,"date":"2013-02-05T16:14:29","date_gmt":"2013-02-05T20:14:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/?page_id=7265"},"modified":"2013-02-05T16:14:29","modified_gmt":"2013-02-05T20:14:29","slug":"the-day-i-was-older","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/the-day-i-was-older\/","title":{"rendered":"The Day I Was Older"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>The Clock<br \/>\nThe clock on the parlor wall, stout as a mariner\u2019s clock,<br \/>\ndisperses the day. All night it tolls the half-hour<br \/>\nand the hour\u2019s number with resolute measure,<br \/>\napproaching the poles and crossing the equator<br \/>\nover fathoms of sleep. Warm<br \/>\nin the dark next to your breathing,<br \/>\nbelow the thousand favored stars, I feel<br \/>\nhorns of gray water heave<br \/>\nunderneath us, and the ship\u2019s pistons<br \/>\npound as the voyage continues over the limited sea.<\/p>\n<p>The News<br \/>\nAfter tending the fire, making coffee, and pouring milk<br \/>\nfor cats, I sit in a blue chair each morning,<br \/>\nreading obituaries in the Boston Globe<br \/>\nfor the mean age; today there is MANUFACTURER CONCORD 53,<br \/>\nEX-CONGRESSMAN SAUGUS 80\u2014and I read<br \/>\nthat Emily Farr is dead, after a long illness in Oregon.<br \/>\nOnce in an old house we talked for an hour, while a coal fire<br \/>\nbrightened in November twilight and wavered<br \/>\nour shadows high on the wall<br \/>\nuntil our eyes fixed on each other. Thirty years ago.<\/p>\n<p>The Pond<br \/>\nWe lie by the pond on a late August afternoon<br \/>\nas a breeze from low hills in the west stiffens water<br \/>\nand agitates birch leaves yellowing above us.<br \/>\nYou set down your book<br \/>\nand lift your eyes to white trunks tilting from shore.<br \/>\nA mink scuds through ferns; an acorn tumbles.<br \/>\nSoon we will turn our daily business.<br \/>\nYou do not know that I am watching, taking pleasure<br \/>\nin your breasts that rise and fall as you breathe.<br \/>\nThen I see mourners gathered by an open grave.<\/p>\n<p>The Day<br \/>\nLast night at suppertime I outlived my father, enduring<br \/>\nthe year, month, day, and hour<br \/>\nwhen he lay back on a hospital bed in the guestroom<br \/>\namong cylinders of oxygen\u2014mouth open, nostrils and lips<br \/>\nfixed unquivering, pale blue. Now I have wakened<br \/>\nmore mornings to frost whitening the grass,<br \/>\nread the newspaper more times, and stood more times,<br \/>\nmy hand on a doorknob without opening the door.<br \/>\nFather of my name, father of long fingers, I remember<br \/>\nyour dark hair, and your face almost unwrinkled. <\/p>\n<p>The Cup<br \/>\nFrom the Studebaker\u2019s backseat, on our Sunday drives,<br \/>\nI watched her earrings sway. then I walked uphill<br \/>\nbeside an old man carrying buckets<br \/>\nunder birches on an August day. Striding at noontime,<br \/>\nI looked at wheat and at river cities. In the crib<br \/>\nmy daughter sighed opening her eyes. I kissed the cheek<br \/>\nof my father dying. By the pond an acorn fell.<br \/>\nYou listening here, you reading these words as I write them,<br \/>\nI offer this cup to you: Though we drink<br \/>\nfrom this cup every day, we will never drink it dry.<\/p>\n<p><em>-Donald Hall<\/em><\/p>\n<!--themify_builder_content-->\n<div id=\"themify_builder_content-7265\" data-postid=\"7265\" class=\"themify_builder_content themify_builder_content-7265 themify_builder tf_clear\">\n    <\/div>\n<!--\/themify_builder_content-->\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The Clock The clock on the parlor wall, stout as a mariner\u2019s clock, disperses the day. All night it tolls the half-hour and the hour\u2019s number with resolute measure, approaching the poles and crossing the equator over fathoms of sleep. 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