{"id":3928,"date":"2012-08-15T16:59:41","date_gmt":"2012-08-15T20:59:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/?page_id=3928"},"modified":"2012-08-15T16:59:41","modified_gmt":"2012-08-15T20:59:41","slug":"traffic","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/traffic\/","title":{"rendered":"Traffic"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Trucks and stationwagons, VWs, old Chevies, Pintos<br \/>\ndrive stop-and-go down Whitney Avenue this hot<br \/>\nMay day, bluing the coarse air, past graveyard and florist,<br \/>\npast this empty brick building covered<br \/>\nwith ivy like a Mayan temple,<br \/>\nlike a pyramid grown over with jungle vines.<br \/>\n\t\t\t\t\t\tI walk around<br \/>\nthe building as if I were dreaming it; as if<br \/>\nI had left my planet at twenty<br \/>\nand wandered a lifetime among galaxies and come home<br \/>\nto find my planet aged ten-thousand years,<br \/>\nruined, grown over,<br \/>\nthe people gone, ruin taking their places&#8230;.<br \/>\n\t\t\t\t\t        They<br \/>\nhave gone into graveyards, who worked at this loading dock<br \/>\nwearing brown uniforms with the pink-and-blue lettering<br \/>\nof the Brock-Hall Dairy:<br \/>\nFreddie Bauer is dead, who watched over the stockroom;<br \/>\nAgnes McSparren is dead, who wrote figures in books<br \/>\nat a yellow wooden desk; Harry Bailey is dead,<br \/>\nwho tested for bacteria<br \/>\nwearing a white coat; Karl Kapp is dead<br \/>\nwho loaded his van at dawn,<br \/>\nconveyorbelt supplying butter, cottage cheese, heavy cream,<br \/>\nB, buttermilk, A with its creamline\u2014<br \/>\nand left white bottles at backdoors in North Haven and Hamden<br \/>\nfor thirty years; my father is dead<br \/>\nand my grandfather.<br \/>\n\t\t        I stand by the fence at lot\u2019s end<br \/>\nwhere the long stable stood\u2014<br \/>\nfifty workhorses alive<br \/>\nin the suburbs, chestnuts with thick manes, their hooves<br \/>\nthe size of oak stumps, that pulled forty thousand quarts<br \/>\nthrough mists in the early morning to sleeping doorsteps,<br \/>\nuntil new trucks jammed the assembly lines<br \/>\nwhen the war ended.<br \/>\n\t\t        I separate ivy<br \/>\nlike long hair over a face<br \/>\nto gaze into the room where the bottlewasher<br \/>\nstretched its aluminum length like an Airstream trailer.<br \/>\nWhen our teacher brought the first grade to the dairy,<br \/>\nmen in white caps stacked dirty bottles<br \/>\nat the machine\u2019s end, and we heard them clink<br \/>\nforty feet to where they rode out shining<br \/>\non a belt to another machine<br \/>\nthat turned them instantly white, as if someone said a word<br \/>\nthat turned them white. I was proud<br \/>\nof my father and grandfather,<br \/>\nof my last name.<br \/>\n\t\t   Here is the place<br \/>\nthat was lettered with my father\u2019s name,<br \/>\nwhere he parked his Oldsmobile in the fifties.<br \/>\nI came to a plant with him one summer<br \/>\nwhen I was at college, and we walked across blacktop<br \/>\nwhere people my age washed trucks;<br \/>\nboth of us smiled and looked downwards. That year<br \/>\nthe business grossed sixteen million dollars<br \/>\nwith four hundred people bottling and delivering milk<br \/>\nand Agnes McSparren was boss<br \/>\nover thirty women.<br \/>\n\t\t      At the roof\u2019s edge,<br \/>\nthe imperial Roman cement urns<br \/>\nflourish and decorate exhausted air.<br \/>\nNow suburbs have migrated north<br \/>\nleaving Whitneyville behind, with its dead factory<br \/>\nbeside a dead movie. They lived in Whitneyville<br \/>\nmostly\u2014Freddie Bauer, Agnes McSparren, Karl Kapp,<br \/>\nHarry Bailey\u2014who walked their lives<br \/>\ninto brick, whose hours turned into milk,<br \/>\nwho left their lives inside pitted brick<br \/>\nthat disappears beneath ivy<br \/>\nfor a thousand years, until the archeologist from a far galaxy<br \/>\nchops with his machete&#8230;.<br \/>\n\t\t\t       No, no, no&#8230;<br \/>\nIn a week or a year<br \/>\nthe wrecker\u2019s derrick with fifteen-ton cement ball<br \/>\non a flatbed trailer<br \/>\nwill stop traffic as it squeezes up Whitney Avenue,<br \/>\nand brick will collapse, and dump trucks take clean fill<br \/>\nfor construction rising from a meadow<br \/>\nten miles in the country.<br \/>\n\t\t\t  I wait<br \/>\nfor the traffic to pause, shift, and enter the traffic.<\/p>\n<p><em>-Donald Hall<\/em><\/p>\n<!--themify_builder_content-->\n<div id=\"themify_builder_content-3928\" data-postid=\"3928\" class=\"themify_builder_content themify_builder_content-3928 themify_builder tf_clear\">\n    <\/div>\n<!--\/themify_builder_content-->\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Trucks and stationwagons, VWs, old Chevies, Pintos drive stop-and-go down Whitney Avenue this hot May day, bluing the coarse air, past graveyard and florist, past this empty brick building covered with ivy like a Mayan temple, like a pyramid grown over with jungle vines. 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