{"id":3925,"date":"2012-08-15T16:57:01","date_gmt":"2012-08-15T20:57:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/?page_id=3925"},"modified":"2012-08-23T14:18:06","modified_gmt":"2012-08-23T18:18:06","slug":"stone-walls","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/stone-walls\/","title":{"rendered":"Stone Walls"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>1<br \/>\nStone walls emerge from leafy ground<br \/>\nand show their bones. In September a leaf<br \/>\nfalls singly down, then a thousand leaves whirl<br \/>\nin frosty air. I am wild<br \/>\nwith joy of leaves falling, of stone walls<br \/>\nemerging, of return to the countryside<br \/>\nwhere I lay as a boy<br \/>\nin the valley of noon heat, in the village<br \/>\nof little sounds; where I floated<br \/>\nout of myself, into the world that lives in the air.<\/p>\n<p>In October the leaves turn<br \/>\non low hills in middle distance, like heather, like tweed,<br \/>\nlike tweed woven from heather and gorse,<br \/>\npurples, greens, reds, grays, oranges, weaving together<br \/>\nthis joyful fabric,<br \/>\nand I walk in the afternoon sun, kicking the leaves.<\/p>\n<p>In November the brightness washes from the hills<br \/>\nand I love the land most, leaves down, color drained out<br \/>\nin November rain,<br \/>\neverything gray and brown, against the dark evergreen,<br \/>\neverything rock and silver, lichen and moss on stone,<br \/>\nstrong bones of stone walls showing at last<br \/>\nin November cold,<br \/>\nmaking wavy rectangles on the unperishing hills.<\/p>\n<p>2<br \/>\nWesley Wells was my grandfather\u2019s name.<br \/>\nHe had high cheekbones, and laughed as he hoed,<br \/>\npracticing his stories.<\/p>\n<p>The first time I remember him, it was summer at twilight.<br \/>\nHe was weak from flu, and couldn\u2019t hike for his cows<br \/>\non Ragged Mountain; he carried the old chair with no back<br \/>\nthat he used for milking<br \/>\nto the hillside over the house and called up-mountain:<br \/>\n\u201cKe-bosh, ke-bosh, ke-bo-o-o-o-sh, ke-bosh&#8230;\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\t\t\t\t*   *   *<\/p>\n<p>While he milked he told about drummers and base-ball,<br \/>\nhe recited Lyceum poems about drunk deacons,<br \/>\nor about Lawyer Green, whose skin was the color green,<br \/>\nridiculed as a schoolboy, who left town and returned triumphant&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>and riding home from the hayfields, he handed me the past:<br \/>\nhow he walked on a row of fenceposts<br \/>\nin the blizzard of eighty-eight; or sawed oblongs<br \/>\nof ice from Eagle Pond; or in summer<br \/>\ndrove the hayrack into shallow water, swelling wooden<br \/>\nwheels tight inside iron rims;<\/p>\n<p>or chatted and teased outside Amos Johnson\u2019s with Buffalo Billy<br \/>\nFiske who dressed like a cowboy&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>While I daydreamed my schoolyear life<br \/>\nat Spring Glen Grammar School, or Hamden High,<br \/>\nI longed to return to him, in his awkward coat and cap,<br \/>\nin his sweater with many holes.<\/p>\n<p>3<br \/>\nA century ago these hills were bare;<br \/>\nyou could see past Eagle Pond to sheep in the far pasture,<br \/>\nwalls crossing cleared land, keeping Keneston<br \/>\nlambs from Peasly potatoes.<\/p>\n<p>Today I walk in Fields grown over\u2014among<br \/>\nbare birches, oak saplings, enormous<br \/>\nsugar maples gone into themselves for winter\u2014<br \/>\nbeside granite that men stacked<br \/>\n\u201cfor twenty-five cents a rod, and forage<br \/>\nfor oxen,\u201d boulders sledded into place,<br \/>\nsmaller stone<br \/>\nfitted by clever hands to lock together, like the arched<br \/>\nramparts at Mycenae.<\/p>\n<p>I come to the foundations of an abandoned mill;<br \/>\nat the two sides of a trout stream, fieldstone walls emerging<br \/>\nuncut and unmortared<br \/>\nrear like a lion gate&#8230;<br \/>\n\t\t         emptiness over<br \/>\nthe still-rushing waters.<\/p>\n<p>4<br \/>\nAllende\u2019s murderers follow Orlando Letelier<br \/>\nto Washington; they blow up his car by remote control.<br \/>\nHis scream is distant, like the grocer\u2019s scream<br \/>\nstabbed in the holdup&#8230;.These howls\u2014<br \/>\nand Tsvetayeva\u2019s in Yelabuga,<br \/>\nwho hangs herself in her cottage\u2014<br \/>\n\t\t\t\t         pulse, reverberate, and die<br \/>\nin the scrub pine that grows from granite ledges<br \/>\nvisible against snow at the top of Kearsarge,<br \/>\nbecause jamming plates drove<br \/>\nthe Appalachian range through the earth crust<br \/>\nbefore men and women, before squirrels, before spruce and daisies,<br \/>\nwhen only amoebas wept<br \/>\nto divide from themselves. Stone dwindled<br \/>\nunder millennial rain<br \/>\nlike snowbanks in March, and diminished under glaciers,<br \/>\nunder the eyes of mice and reindeer, under the eyes of foxes,<br \/>\nunder Siberian eyes<br \/>\ntracking bear ten thousand years ago<br \/>\non Kearsarge&#8230;<br \/>\n\t\tand the Shah of Iran\u2019s opponents<br \/>\nwake to discover nails<br \/>\ndriven through their kneecaps. When Pinochet frowns<br \/>\nin Chile, hearing these howls,<br \/>\nthe corners of his mouth twitch with an uncontrollable grin;<br \/>\nTiberius listening grins&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>\t\t\tEach morning we watch stone walls<br \/>\nemerge on Kearsarge and on Ragged Mountain;<br \/>\nI love these mountains which do not change.<br \/>\nThe screams persist. I continue my life.<\/p>\n<p>5<br \/>\nAt Thornley\u2019s Store,<br \/>\nthe dead mingle with the living; Benjamin Keneston hovers<br \/>\nwith Wesley among hardware; Kate looks over spools of thread<br \/>\nwith Nanny, and old shadows stand among dowels and raisins,<br \/>\nwoolen socks and axes. Now Ansel stops to buy salt<br \/>\nand tells Bob Thornley it got so cold he saw<br \/>\ntwo hounddogs put jumper cables on a jackrabbit.<br \/>\nSkiers stop for gas, summer people join us, hitchhikers,<br \/>\nroadworkers, machinists, farmers, saw-sharpeners;<br \/>\nour cries and hungers, stories and music reverberate<br \/>\non the hills and stone walls, on the Exxon sign and clapboard<br \/>\nof Thornley\u2019s Store.<\/p>\n<p>6<br \/>\nAt Church we eat squares of bread, we commune with mothers<br \/>\nand cousins, with mothering-fathering hills, with dead and living,<br \/>\nand go home in gray November, in Advent waiting,<br \/>\namong generations unborn<br \/>\nwho will look at the same hills, as the leaves fall and turn gray,<br \/>\nand watch stone walls ascending Ragged Mountain.<\/p>\n<p>\t\t\t\t*    *    *<\/p>\n<p>These walls are the bones of Presidents, men and women<br \/>\nwho were never born<br \/>\nand will never lead the Republic into the valley of cattle.<\/p>\n<p>*    *    *<\/p>\n<p>When gangs fight with dogs for the moose\u2019s body,<br \/>\nand poems for Letelier are scattered like the molecules of his body,<br \/>\nand the books are burnt, and this room wet ashes, and language<br \/>\nburnt out, and the dead departed along with the living,<br \/>\nwavering stone lines<br \/>\nwill emerge from leaves in November, on mountains without names.<\/p>\n<p>*    *    *<\/p>\n<p>Pole beans raise their green flags in the summer garden.<br \/>\nI grow old, in the house I wanted to grow old in.<br \/>\nWhen I am sleepy at night, I daydream only<br \/>\nof waking the next morning\u2014to walk on the earth of the present<br \/>\npast noons of birch and sugarbush, past cellarholes,<br \/>\nmany miles to the village of nightfall.<\/p>\n<p><em>-Donald Hall<\/em><\/p>\n<!--themify_builder_content-->\n<div id=\"themify_builder_content-3925\" data-postid=\"3925\" class=\"themify_builder_content themify_builder_content-3925 themify_builder tf_clear\">\n    <\/div>\n<!--\/themify_builder_content-->\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>1 Stone walls emerge from leafy ground and show their bones. 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