{"id":12763,"date":"2017-07-06T11:57:52","date_gmt":"2017-07-06T15:57:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/?page_id=12763"},"modified":"2021-11-13T18:57:27","modified_gmt":"2021-11-13T22:57:27","slug":"s4p1-losses","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/s4p1-losses\/","title":{"rendered":"S4P1 &#8211; Losses"},"content":{"rendered":"<h2>Losses<\/h2>\n<p>It must be difficult for God, listening<br \/>\nto our voices come up through his floor<br \/>\nof cloud to tell Him what&#8217;s been taken away:<br \/>\nLord, I&#8217;ve lost my dog, my period, my hair,<br \/>\nall my money. What can He say, given<br \/>\nwe&#8217;re so incomplete we can&#8217;t stop being<br \/>\nsurprised by our condition, while He<br \/>\nis completeness itself? Or is God more<br \/>\nlike us, made in His image &#8212; shaking His head<br \/>\nbecause He can&#8217;t be expected to keep track<br \/>\nof which voice goes with what name and address,<br \/>\nHe being just one God. Either way, we seem<br \/>\nto be left here to discover our losses, everything<br \/>\nfrom car keys to larger items we can&#8217;t search<br \/>\nour pockets for, destined to face them<br \/>\non our own. Even though the dentist gives us<br \/>\nmusic to listen to and the assistant looks down<br \/>\nwith her lovely smile, it&#8217;s still our tooth<br \/>\nhe yanks out, leaving a soft spot we ponder<br \/>\nwith our tongue for days. Left to ourselves,<br \/>\nwe always go over and over what&#8217;s missing &#8211;<br \/>\ntooth, dog, money, self-control, and even losses<br \/>\nas troubling as the absence the widower can&#8217;t stop<br \/>\nreaching for on the other side of his bed a year<br \/>\nlater. Then one odd afternoon, watching something<br \/>\nas common as the way light from the window<br \/>\nlingers over a vase on the table, or how the leaves<br \/>\non his backyard tree change colors all at once<br \/>\nin a quick wind, he begins to feel a lightness,<br \/>\nas if all his loss has led to finding just this.<br \/>\nOnly God knows where the feeling came from,<br \/>\nor maybe God&#8217;s not some knower off on a cloud,<br \/>\nbut there in the eye, which tears up now<br \/>\nat the strangest moments, over the smallest things.<!--themify_builder_content-->\n<div id=\"themify_builder_content-12763\" data-postid=\"12763\" class=\"themify_builder_content themify_builder_content-12763 themify_builder tf_clear\">\n    \t\t\t<!-- module_row -->\n\t<div  data-lazy=\"1\" class=\"module_row themify_builder_row tb_wwwp370 tb_first tf_w tf_clearfix\">\n\t    \t\t\t<div class=\"row_inner col_align_top tb_col_count_1 tf_box tf_rel\">\n\t\t            <div  data-lazy=\"1\" class=\"module_column tb-column col-full   tb_lpom020 first\">\n                                                        <div class=\"tb-column-inner tf_box tf_w\">\n                        <!-- module divider -->\n<div  class=\"module tf_mw module-divider tb_nxgc740 dotted   \" style=\"border-width: 1px;border-color: #000000;\" data-lazy=\"1\">\n    <\/div>\n<!-- \/module divider -->\n                    <\/div><!-- .tb-column-inner -->\n                            <\/div><!-- .module_column -->\n            \t    <\/div><!-- .row_inner -->\n\t<\/div><!-- .module_row -->\n\t\t\t\t<!-- module_row -->\n\t<div  data-lazy=\"1\" class=\"module_row themify_builder_row tb_ioky004 tf_w tf_clearfix\">\n\t    \t\t\t<div class=\"row_inner col_align_top tb_col_count_2 tf_box tf_rel\">\n\t\t            <div  data-lazy=\"1\" class=\"module_column tb-column col4-2  tb_qbho377 first\">\n                                                        <div class=\"tb-column-inner tf_box tf_w\">\n                        <!-- module text -->\n<div  class=\"module module-text tb_yn08000   \" data-lazy=\"1\">\n        <div  class=\"tb_text_wrap\">\n    <p style=\"text-align: left;\"><span style=\"color: #cca300;\">&lt;<\/span>\u00a0<a href=\"http:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/iv-maintaining\/\">Section IV Overview<\/a><\/p>    <\/div>\n<\/div>\n<!-- \/module text -->                    <\/div><!-- .tb-column-inner -->\n                            <\/div><!-- .module_column -->\n                        <div  data-lazy=\"1\" class=\"module_column tb-column col4-2  tb_u6fb307 last\">\n                                                        <div class=\"tb-column-inner tf_box tf_w\">\n                        <!-- module text -->\n<div  class=\"module module-text tb_77r8749   \" data-lazy=\"1\">\n        <div  class=\"tb_text_wrap\">\n    <p style=\"text-align: right;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/web.colby.edu\/csc-mcnair\/s4p2-imperfection\/\">Imperfection<\/a> <span style=\"color: #cca300;\">&gt;<\/span><\/p>    <\/div>\n<\/div>\n<!-- \/module text --><!-- module icon -->\n<div  class=\"module module-icon tb_bdx6434  normal circle icon_horizontal \" data-lazy=\"1\">\n<\/div>\n<!-- \/module icon -->\n                    <\/div><!-- .tb-column-inner -->\n                            <\/div><!-- .module_column -->\n            \t    <\/div><!-- .row_inner -->\n\t<\/div><!-- .module_row -->\n\t<\/div>\n<!--\/themify_builder_content-->","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Losses It must be difficult for God, listening to our voices come up through his floor of cloud to tell Him what&#8217;s been taken away: Lord, I&#8217;ve lost my dog, my period, my hair, all my money. 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